ok so im nervous! soooo nervous! i have a job interview today and i would really like to get this job. even if i end up hating the job i’ve only worked two weeks in the last 4 months and thats not ok with me. im a provider. i need this job so i can give my precious little man everything he needs and leave him with the sense of security. i love him and want only the best… plus i really wanna make some money so i can get myself a new car!!!! being car less has sucked! :( 2 months no car ya im feeling a little bit sick… sick of being at home 24/7. 

dear god please help me through this interview. you know how badly i need this job. I just want to start to diminish the worries i have in my life right now. get my debt paid off and start fresh. you know this is what i want deep down inside. please help me stay strong and bring out my best qualities as i go through this interview. im looking to you lord and you know that’s rare. logan and i really need this. please give me the faith to stay confident today. I love my son, and im proud of where i have gotten us so far but this is a step that i need a little helping hand to get up. please god help me through this. you know my faith hasnt been much but recently i’ve really been trying to understand more, give you back the faith you deserve from me. im sorry it was lost for a while, but so was i… please help me stay on the path to success that is what i want most in life to be a wonderful mother and to be successful so i may be able to provide all of my sons needs. please be with me as i am at this interview….

in jesus name, amen.